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[Wednesday, May 11, 2011 | 22:16] |
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reposting [from cathy] (http://wasted2die4.multiply.com/notes/item/26) :
Sometimes the girl who's always been there for everyone else... Needs someone to be there for her ♥ ---- for my best girl friend joey deauna, thanks for everything, for always being there and listening through our empty beer bottles and cigarette butts.. you're one hell of a true friend... =)
remembrance lang. na-touch ako eh :D
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| bago maubos batt ng laptop... |
[Sunday, May 8, 2011 | 02:44] |
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i've been browsing my old blog and my friendster profile; just reminiscing. it strikes me that a lot of things, people, and places have changed but i'm basically still the same girl i was eight years ago. still fresh from a life-changing traumatic event (OA?? haha), still waiting for her life to happen. it makes me wonder if nothing has really changed or if everything really comes full circle. i feel like i'm right where i started.
well if i _am_ back, then i guess it's not really a bad thing. this could be a chance to start over and do things right this time.
this weather naman kasi, so kaka-senti. HAHA. tamang kulet. makabalik na nga ng pasig.
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| rant ulit. if you're not in the mood, skip this entry. |
[Thursday, April 28, 2011 | 12:00] |
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naalimpungatan, nainitan, nagising.ngayon di na makatulog. that's the least that i can ask for, to fucking sleep after such a rollercoaster day. but noooooo, of course not. i'm just hanging on by a thread here, and if it snaps... ewan ko. i might just fucking give up on everything and everyone.
i know common sense tells me that everything happens for a reason. that may be true but i really can't imagine a reason that's worth all of this bullshit. they say good things come to those who wait, but i'm willing to bet that the person who first thought of this didn't have to wait for as long as i've waited for everything to fall into place. ewan! just have to let this all out before i go crazy.
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| Don't Let Go (Love) - En Vogue |
[Wednesday, April 27, 2011 | 22:30] |
What's it gonna be 'cause I can't pretend
Don't you want to be more than friends
Hold me tight and don't let go
Don't let go
You have the right to lose control
Don't let go
I often tell myself that we could be more than just friends
I know you think that if we move too soon it would all end
I live in misery when you're not around
And I won't be satisfied till we're taking those vows
There'll be some love makin', heart breakin', soul shakin' love
Love makin', heart breakin', soul shakin'...
I often fantasize the stars above are watching you,
They know my heart, it speaks to yours like only lovers do
If I could wear your clothes I'd pretend I was you and lose control
Runnin' in and outta my life
Has got me so confused
You gotta make the sacrifice
Somebody's gotta choose
We can make it if we try
For the sake of you and I
Together we can make it right
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| head over feet - alanis morisette |
[Saturday, April 23, 2011 | 05:01] |
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I had no choice but to hear you You stated your case time and again I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess I'm not used to liking that You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You're so much braver than I gave you credit for That's not lip service
You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met You're my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before I've never wanted something rational I am aware now I am aware now
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| Telepono - Sugarfree |
[Friday, April 22, 2011 | 06:10] |
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Natatandaan mo ba kagabi
Apat na oras tayong nagbabad sa telepono
Inabutan na tayo ng umaga no'n
Ngunit bakit ngayon, malamig ka bigla
Magdamag na sa tabi mo, wala man lang 'hello'
Hello, hello, hello
Naririnig mo pa ba ako?
Kung wala na tayo sa telepono
'Pag nandito na tayo sa tunay na mundo
Hello, 'di na kita naiintindihan
Malabo na ba ang linya sa ating dalawa
Hello, gising ka pa kaya?
Hello, nahihilo na ako sa 'yo
Tuwing gabi 'pag nagriring ang telepono
Ikaw ang naiisip ko
Tumawag ka, tumawag ka
O, please tumawag ka naman
Dahil kailangan lang marinig ang boses mo
O, ngayong gabi, managinip
Managinip ulit tayo sa sarili nating mundo
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| I Do - Lisa Loeb |
[Wednesday, April 20, 2011 | 03:58] |
when i'm done with thinking, then i'm done with you.
when i'm done with crying, then i'm done with you.
when i feel so tired, then i'm done with you.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you're trying to convince me that what i've done's not right.
i get so frustrated, i stay up every night.
you ask me for an answer, and i'm so tired and i'm up in the air.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i'm feeling this way
just because you say
i will be ignored.
i will be denied.
i could be erased.
i could be brushed aside.
i will get scared, and i will get shoved down,
but i feel like i do because you push me around.
i'm starting to ignore you, i've doubted you so long.
i'm tired of over-thinking, i know you don't belong.
now i'm asking questions - no one pushes me around.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
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| "According To You" - Orianthi |
[Monday, April 11, 2011 | 07:23] |
According to you
I’m stupid,
I’m useless,
I can’t do anything right.
According to you
I’m difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I’m a mess in a dress,
can’t show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.
But according to him
I’m beautiful,
incredible,
he can’t get me out of his head.
According to him
I’m funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping that,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not,
according to you.
According to you
I’m boring,
I’m moody,
and you can’t take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I’m the girl with the worst attention span;
you’re the boy who puts up with that.
According to you. According to you.
I need to feel appreciated,
like I’m not hated. oh no
Why can’t you see me through his eyes?
It’s too bad you’re making me decide
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| Shattered Glass - Britney Spears |
[Monday, March 14, 2011 | 22:57] |
Did I wake you?
Were you sleeping?
Were you still in the bed?
Or is a nightmare keeping you up instead?
Ooh baby, are you feeling guilty for what you did?
If you think you're hurting, you ain't seen nothing yet
[Refrain:]
Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were lookin for?
Feel like a man?
I hope you know that you can't come back
Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass
[Chorus:]
You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back
When your world falls apart like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass
Are you having trouble focusing throughout the day?
Do you find yourself still callin' my name?
Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back?
I bet you realize that she ain't half the woman I am
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| the new year's tradition again |
[Tuesday, January 4, 2011 | 07:11] |
yezz 2010
1.) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR
HSBC friends and meris friends! (some things never change)
2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend/s)?
meris friends pa rin
3) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND?
:-)
4) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR?
december 2010
5) BEST HOLIDAY?
christmas :-)
6) YOUR SONG FOR 2010?
omg dami. off the top of my head? "just the way you are" bruno mars
7) MOVIE FOR 2010?
uhm... skyline?
8) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH?
valentines? uhm ano 'yun? char. di ko matandaan.
9) BEST RELATIONSHIP?
HAHAHA.
10) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
nasa work ako eh.
11) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
chef d'angelo
12) BOOK OF THE YEAR?
fountainhead by ayn rand. tsktsk have to catch up on my reading.
13) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
HAHAHA.
14) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR?
to live, i guess?
15) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK?
uhm. hehe.
16) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
sira TV ko huhu
17) MOST LOYAL FRIEND?
meris peeps pa rin
18) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR?
HAHAHA.
19) BIGGEST DOUCHE BAG AWARD?
HAHAHA.
20) BEST VACATION?
lucban, by my lonesome.
21) NEW YEAR RESOLUTION?
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| the new year's tradition again |
[Tuesday, January 4, 2011 | 07:11] |
yezz 2010
1.) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR
HSBC friends and meris friends! (some things never change)
2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend/s)?
meris friends pa rin
3) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND?
:-)
4) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR?
december 2010
5) BEST HOLIDAY?
christmas :-)
6) YOUR SONG FOR 2010?
omg dami. off the top of my head? "just the way you are" bruno mars
7) MOVIE FOR 2010?
uhm... skyline?
8) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH?
valentines? uhm ano 'yun? char. di ko matandaan.
9) BEST RELATIONSHIP?
HAHAHA.
10) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
nasa work ako eh.
11) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
chef d'angelo
12) BOOK OF THE YEAR?
fountainhead by ayn rand. tsktsk have to catch up on my reading.
13) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
HAHAHA.
14) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR?
to live, i guess?
15) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK?
uhm. hehe.
16) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
sira TV ko huhu
17) MOST LOYAL FRIEND?
meris peeps pa rin
18) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR?
HAHAHA.
19) BIGGEST DOUCHE BAG AWARD?
HAHAHA.
20) BEST VACATION?
lucban, by my lonesome.
21) NEW YEAR RESOLUTION?
yeah, i still don't believe in new year's resolutions. |
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| Marie Digby - Avalanche |
[Wednesday, October 20, 2010 | 02:01] |
Since when do you come around?
And the temperatures change, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday
You don't see me that way, touch me that way, no more
When d'you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold
You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no wall, nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind
If only you knew, what my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)
We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'
Trapped in, by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in, no
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold
The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit (quickly, quickly)
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far apart now?
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| what is conundrum |
[Tuesday, November 17, 2009 | 10:21] |
scene: megamall B, taxi line
three friends board a taxi. they say their destination but i couldn't make out where exactly. taxi driver refuses to take them there. the passengers don't want to transfer taxis.
TINGIN NIYO MAY MAA-ACHIEVE KAYO???
kaya hindi umaasenso bansa eh.
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| randomness update |
[Saturday, November 14, 2009 | 21:01] |
i miss blogging. i miss being able to sit down in front of a computer, see a text box, and immediately know what to write. now, it's like my mind goes blank.
like this, right here. 10 minutes staring at the period at the end of my last sentence in the last paragraph, and i can't follow it up. i'd like to think that the reason why i'm this way now is because i'm living my life instead of storing it away in my mind as future blog entries. but there's really no way to find out for sure, is there?
anyway, enough randomness. will take a short nap before lunch. lazy sunday mornings are the best :-)
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| it's been a while... |
[Thursday, June 4, 2009 | 17:57] |
...since i posted anything here.
i was just taking a break from everything. a costly break, since i ended up being in debt to more people than i imagined. dammit.
i'm going to be starting a new career in a couple of weeks. with that, i'm also going to be moving. keeping the apartment is going to be costly, so i'm moving to one that's nearer my new workplace. i'm hoping this all works out.
it's just so weird packing everything up and moving again. if you know me at all i'm really a crammer. one of those things i learned from pisay, i guess. so i'm moving saturday, and i haven't packed anything. to be honest, i really don't know where to start. the thing is, i've moved before, but i only had to pack my own room, my own stuff. now there's household appliances to consider. i hate this. i was hoping someone will help me do this, but apparently i'm on my own. good luck to me!
anyway, i'm sorry to those people who have tried to reach me, but can't. kind of busy lately. but once i get settled in my new place then i'll have nothing but time. of course, i'm starting work soon, but at least you'll hear from me more often.
will sleep now, and when i wake up, i'll start the packing madness.
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| random things this past week |
[Monday, March 9, 2009 | 17:04] |
watched "pi" last week. very very disturbing. lesson learned: do not look for order in chaos. you might not like what you find.
*****
had some friends sleep over @ LP so we can go the eraserheads concert this saturday just gone. fun fun fun! it was magic just seeing them together again.
lesson 1: don't drink coffee before a standing-room only concert.
lesson 2: if you must drink coffee, go to the loo before entering concert grounds.
lesson 3: sit down whenever you get the chance.
lesson 4: there are always encores at successful concerts.
lesson 5: always bring wet wipes at outdoor venues.
after the concert, we still had the energy to go to providence and sing our hearts out till sunday morning.
*****
sunday was my tita's birthday. she treated everyone to lunch (kamayan buffet @ megamall). after 3 hours of sleep it was time to get up again and mingle. there's just something about family gatherings. i initially hate the idea of going, but once there i'm always glad i came.
*****
no pictures. not very photogenic lately. blame the zit on my chin.
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| tagged by crescens |
[Wednesday, February 11, 2009 | 01:47] |
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A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
B) Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.
I tag: armand, ayen, dianne (my sis), ean, EJ, iche, pia, reggie.
Make a list of things you can see without getting up.
laptop, keyboard, study lamp, 'of love and shadows' by isabel allende, pillow, blanket
How do you style your hair?
i don't. hehe.
What are you wearing now?
haha, what a question. blue tank top and checkered boxers
What are your aspirations?
aspirations: what a loaded word. they're on hold as of now.
Do you nap a lot?
i'd like to, but no, not really.
Who was the last person you hugged?
i haven't really _hugged_ anybody for a while now.
What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
bones!
What was the last thing you ate today?
beef with mushroom from the rodic's booth @ the UP fair
What was the last text message you received?
from ayen: 'Bakla, bahay na ako. Ikaw po?'
What websites do you always visit when you go online?
yahoo mail, multiply, dlisted.com
What was the last thing you bought?
tickets for lantern wheel and caterpillar. woohoo!
What are you listening to right now?
our electric fan
What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
'freak on a leash'. napag-usapan nina walter and ayen kanina.
If you could have any superpower, what would it be?
teleportation! goodbye tardiness!
What is your favorite weather, and why?
December weather.
How are you?
slightly sleepy
What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
i miss you
Say something to the person who tagged you.
Crescens! wow, it's been a long time. lam ko umuwi ka dito pero busy-busyhan din ako hindi na kita nacontact. kumusta ka na?
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| hectic weekend |
[Wednesday, February 11, 2009 | 01:34] |
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saturday early morning: went to visit someone in the hospital
saturday lunch time: bonding with high school friends @ trinoma
saturday evening-sunday afternoon: chillax @ apartment
sunday afternoon: went home to las pinas
monday morning: experienced bureacracy @ DFA and NSO
monday afternoon: went to visit said someone in the hospital
tuesday afternoon: went back to apartment to sleep
tuesday evening: UP Fair!!!
this is hectic for me. hehe. but i had loads of fun!:-)
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